it is never quite easy to let away high school and undergraduate tragedies of being turned down, rejected, struggling with pre-adolescence symptoms (i called it pizza face) and average kid (not too smart and not too bright). i wasn't a smarties, never fit into such group neither belong to girls with good looks and rockstar boyfriends. you could say i was something like 'the cinderella's story which starred hillary duff, only the scene where she danced gracefully under the brilliant, brightly lit sky along with beautiful strumming of edwan mccain's i'll be never happened to me for real.
we all love rom com, it is an escapade from harsh reality to those who love reading and schooling, can't afford prada at twenty and dream of fun, good looking guy who would love to laugh at your jokes to be your significant other. say katherine heigl in the ugly truth - and the good looking guy is gerald butler. (and i'm the katherine, mr.M is the gerald butler auwch! loving it).
jeniffer aniston dubbed as the world's sexiest woman by one man magazine for her subtle wit and good looking figure at 40s. looking back, now at age nearly 29 i think i can achieve anything if i move forward and let bygone be bygone. i have 11 years to 40.
i spent my day today blog hopping at blogs written by some malaysian teenagers, just to see how much things had changed over the past 12 years inevitably of getting annoyed by their language and expressions especially on how cheesy love at 16 and 17 can be. if only i could shout out loud to their ears - love sucks!! get a degree first. massive divorce at 26th without a degree will get you nothing except a salesgirl job at local supermarket. unless you're super pretty good looking, you'll land a job at a chanel counter.
it is not that i'm promoting love-relationship before marriage, i understand at this blossoming age, love looks so wonderful as pictured in romeo and juliet but shakespeare died nearly 400 years ago. you've got to think better than that. according to today's report 20% of marriage since 2005 ended up in divorce.
carrying a divorcee or single mother title isn't easy. it's nicer to be a geek or brainy with a high paid job (thanks to your degree, rather than an ambitious middle age stuck up without a degree - because, with money you can buy good look, good clothes and of course nice shoes).
